if I can't have it, i want it...

I’ve just realized, I’m one of those girls who wants what she can’t have. I went on a date today with J. We had a great time talking for almost two hours. He’s very interesting and a bit odd, but in a good way. But it wasn’t until he said he wants a girl he can be friends with that made me want him more. It was very evident, I’m that girl. I’m the girl that wants what she can’t have. That explains the gay guys phenomenon. I can’t have them, so I want them. What’s a girl to do?